True contradictions

Never have I known such darkness.

Never have I seen such light.

Never have I experienced such love.

Never have I felt so alone.

I am full of pride and joy.

I am hollow.

I have never relied so much on others.

I have never survived with such strength.

My love for my husband and son is my greatest comfort and hope.

It scares me unbearably and makes me feel helpless.

My faith is broken.

My faith is fierce.

I’m so grateful.

I’m so jealous.

I have never loved so fearlessly.

I have never been so afraid of love.